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I am very powerful and very cute
And I will make it through
Life just fine,
At least that's what I tell myself.
Also I'm pretty funny.

Birth Control

I have a birth control related appointment on Tuesday and I have been debating about going off my current pill and perhaps trying a new method mostly IUD, although an implant might work well too. Either way I am stressed out about how my body will react to either. I’m a bit hesitant about changing because I feel like my body is use to the hormones and might start to hate me without them. 

If anyone is knowledgeable about this stuff and has some advice to throw my way I’d appreciate it.

My room is finally put together after about 2 months, but I am so happy with the way it turned out. This is probably the first room I’ve ever had that feels truly like my own.

My room is finally put together after about 2 months, but I am so happy with the way it turned out. This is probably the first room I’ve ever had that feels truly like my own.

So I think I want to be less strict about what I post here. It’s tiring not posting things I want to.

Making rent for the month feels like Bender at the end of Breakfast Club.

"I don’t know what I expected."
Michael Bluth

The Brain is Weird

I just realized I had a weird lucid-ish dream last night. I had a dream where the clock wouldn’t move it was stuck on 4:45 so I had to make it to a doctors appointment, time kept passing and it got dark but I thought I was fine because the clock still said 4:45 and I got to the office and it was close and the lady at the desk told me it was 9:45 and I was like wait…how.. then I woke up. Then I was still in a dream where I told someone about that just explained dream and how I was aware it was a dream, although apparently wasn’t aware that I was still dreaming. 

Impulsive summertime cool down #undercut

Impulsive summertime cool down #undercut

Frustrated by an inability to participate in life.

 
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