So I think I want to be less strict about what I post here. It’s tiring not posting things I want to.
I just realized I had a weird lucid-ish dream last night. I had a dream where the clock wouldn’t move it was stuck on 4:45 so I had to make it to a doctors appointment, time kept passing and it got dark but I thought I was fine because the clock still said 4:45 and I got to the office and it was close and the lady at the desk told me it was 9:45 and I was like wait…how.. then I woke up. Then I was still in a dream where I told someone about that just explained dream and how I was aware it was a dream, although apparently wasn’t aware that I was still dreaming.
Frustrated by an inability to participate in life.
We went in to our property management place to complain about some stuff that needs to get done and turns out we can paint our room walls so I’m freaking out.
So I feel like I’m always super moody and unhappy/stressed out, even if it’s a small thing or not a big deal.